DAY 39, Tuesday, October 18 2011: So Sad

Now it is 10:30 pm and I guess I will go to bed soon, not feeling very happy. A few hours ago I got a very sad message via facebook email. Tammy and Gooch from the farm messaged me and I was like..ah what they are writing and I did not expect something terrible like that at all. Kirsty and Alexander, we met like 3 weeks ago in Top Springs passed away at the weekend in a car accident. I don’t know them very well, but I liked them a lot and they were like good friends to me that night and she even wanted to visit me in her holidays. Why do people have to die so young? They were just in their early twenties! That message was a real shock for me and I couldn’t help to cry. While I was doing my drawing I was crying as well and I just drew without thinking, I just added all the stuff intuitively and I picked my silver pen, don’t ask me why. The process of drawing helped me to get over the shock a bit and I felt much better after. Then I called a good friend, Susann and actually I didn’t tell her what happened; we just talked about lots of other stuff as we haven’t seen each other in the last 2 years. However I feel much better now.
Other than that I had a pretty good day and have seen my grandpa this morning also for the first time in 2 years, he has moved in a new flat now and still needs some time to get used to it. But he is still quite fit for his 92 years.