Day 40, Wednesday, October 19 2011: Bathtub

I just had my first bath in a bathtub since ages, probably more than 2 years. In Canada and Australia I only had a shower all the time. And I used a relaxing flower oil, that’s why you can see the flower in the drawing and the light blue symbolizes the water. Additionally I added some grapes and a glas of wine, which are printed on the Haribo Winegums bag, which I ate today. I love lollies or gums or whatever you call them in English, in german they are “Gummibärchen”. Unfortunately they are full of sugar and so not good for me and I should not eat them, but I couldn´t resist my addiction and love for them. The whole picture is very pale and the colours are not very vivid, the same is my impression of Germany at the moment. The atmosphere is a bit sad and depressive and it is so cold, it is only around 10 degrees at daytime and I am freezing all the time. When I am thinking back of Australia, it appears to me like paradise land compared to here. It is a weird feeling not to like my own home anymore, well maybe it is mainly the weather, because I just hate cold temperatures. So in the background it is darkgrey to show this negative atmosphere, but at least the trees still have leaves and so there are some green elements in the picture. However mainly I need a good bath and Lollies to lighten up my mood.
Well but that is just my impressions and emotions, apart from that I had a good time today to see my grandparents and I visited them the whole day and we were cooking and eating and played some games. They also have moved from their house into a nice flat.